Pornstar Relationship

Hi everyone.
I had a revelation today that I would like to bring up.
So last night I jerked off to Dillion Harper, and it was one of the most enjoyable, and wonderful masturbation sessions I've had in a Loong time, and I ended up cumming harder than I have in months. This morning I did it again with Dillion and had a similar experience. I'm kinda in love with her ! I

The strange thing is... is that I never really liked her that much. When she first entered porn, I was pretty excited about her and went to her pretty often in the beginning.. my interest in her died off fast though, and i only occasionally jerked to her - i dont know why - maybe just testing the waters - since she has been getting a lot of attention - maybe i just kept trying. probably only 'finished' with her about a dozen times total. I always thought she looked weird, but now as of last night - her strange large forehead and odd breasts turned me on HARD.

I never thought about it before - but could my attraction to these quirks be a sign of something similar to love? (obviously not like real life love, but a different kind perhaps?)

I started thinking about my other 'relationships' with porn stars....
Some have been always there for me - Girls like Faye Reagan, Faith Leon, Sasha Grey, and many others of course . These girls ALWAYS get me hard and make me cum - without fail, any time - and quickly too I should add, if I need it to be quick. (but it is rare that they can get me to an orgasm such as I had with Dillion in the last 24 hours)

And then there have been other girls, where my interest was close to obsession, and who have fallen by the wayside over time. Girls like Gauge, Katie st. Ives, and Leah Luv, to name a few - where I just couldnt stop when I first found them, and then it slowed down to a stop... where now It would be difficult for these girls to even get me hard!

I just think this is pretty interesting and wonder if anyone else has any experiences with this, or have thought about it.

Thanks for entertaining this!

I understand where you're coming from its weird but lm in love and totally obsessed with haley sweet I have been since the first time I saw her it's been 6 years and nobody makes me cum like haley :-)