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I'm a straight guy, but I absolutely love swallowing my own cum. (Also sucking my own cock, but that's another story.)
I'm currently saving up cum in the freezer, so I can swallow a whole bunch of it at once. I've currently got 14 loads saved, but I'm nowhere near my goal. I want to try for at least 40 loads, if I can wait that long!
Guess I'm not the only one after all. I don't think I could suck a man off but who knows. I've eaten my own cum but like everyone says once you cum you lose the desire. I wonder what it would be like to have another guy cum in my mouth while I'm still horny. I might hate it but I might love it.
rockpeterman, have you tried freezing your cum for swallowing later? That way, you get to swallow before you cum, so you don't lose the desire.
Curious. At one time I used to freeze it too, and suck on the little icicles just before a climax. Sweet! Then I read a book called 'The Multi-orgasmic Man' which describes having two climaxes, one from the prostate, and then one from penis, immediately after. That's what usually happens, but one of the posters described how you can reach that edging part where you get the prostate ejaculation, a small one, but without the penile ejaculation and the subsequent loss of desire. Done that quite a bit, and he's right, you get some cum to eat, without losing the urge. Then you get another climax from the penis.
Finally I got on craigslist and after quite a bit of effort found a few guys to suck off. Made it clear it was just about the dick, no kissing, cuddling or anal. It turns out the gay or bi guys are quite specific about what they like, and things worked out. It was interesting that the stuff warm and straight out of the cock is a little different than putting it in your mouth. You'll notice a difference if you do that upside-down-riding-the-bicycle thing squirting in your own mouth. Nice and warm, and different than from your hand. From another guys cock, entirely different, and sometimes hard to tell when they come, actually.
I started finding facial porn stimulating back in the 90's. i used to get all of rodney moores videos, Mila Shegol, as well as max hardcore. The only videos I wanted to see involved some kind of cumshot, but mostly facials or swallowing. Years pass and I'm still watching the same kinds of videos. the fucking doesn't interest me that much, just the cumshot.
I told my wife one night I liked watching cocks empty their loads as there was something very sexy about them. She agreed, but honestly thought she would think i was gay for saying it. Later the internet porn became to become more mainstream, and the BBC and shemale thing started. Just like before I only really wanted to see the cum shooting out of their dicks. The more I saw women eating cum whether straight from a cock, a glass, or a creampie the more I started desiring to eat cum. the thicker, stickier, whiter, the more the better. like many of you I am straight, but for some reason cocks and cum turn me on so much. One night the desire was too much, and I was extremely horny. Hadn't busted for days. I was beating off and tried to stop before I came, but I shot one stream. I was so worked up I just licked it off my hand. Not knowing what to expect I was actually in awe of how much I liked it. it turned me on so much that I blew the rest of my load. I was able to consume it as well.
I know about the loosing your nerve after you bust as I have had this happen to me as well. What I have been doing for a while is having an air tight small container that is large enough for about 20 loads. every jerk off session I take it out of the mini fridge next to my bed and empty inside of it. I had tried not freezing it before, and it changes the smell of it pretty quick as i think the bacteria within your urethra contaminates it. I ate it anyway, and quite honestly it didn't modify the taste just the color, texture, and smell.
I have gotten to the point where I can just be sitting around and doing something, and take the stored cum out to thaw. Later while reading or watching videos I'll sit there and do a shot of my own nut. It is getting to the point now where I am thinking that I need other donors for my fetish. I was thinking about hiring local TS $25-50 per ounce. I say TS because although they are born male, they don't look male and it doesn't make me feel as gay. I can have them just jerk off in a container I give them, and turn it in for their payment when full.
I sometimes think I am losing my mind, that I may be gay and not realize it or something. I'm not interested in men, only their dicks and what is in them.
my wife knows about me being willing to eat cum because she has kissed me after I nutted in her mouth, but she doesn't know how comfortable I am with it.
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