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TexasBukkake
(This is pretty long, sorry)
My name is Scott and I am/was the director/creator/producer for TexasBukkake. For awhile now, I have been wanting to write down my story (just mainly as a form of therapy) and I thought what better place than here.
Since I was in my early 20s, I had always wanted so badly to attend or be in a bukkake. I was obsessed with the idea of it. My all-time favorite porn was COHF. I loved how the girls were not really seen anywhere else and how almost every single one of them seemed to genuinely have fun and enjoy it. The thought never crossed my mind how difficult it must have been to organize parties every single week and find new amateur girls all the time.
In 2015, I got the idea to try and start something myself. Having no idea just how difficult that would be. I have a very private vanilla life. None of my family or friends could know that I was doing this. At first, my searching and brainstorming was really just to see if it would even be possible. I started looking for girls on Craigslist. I put ads out just to see if I could get any bites. I received a few here and there but had no clue what I was doing and probably scared them all off. Then, I got the idea of trying to find a handful of guys with a similar interest who would all be willing to pitch in and help. I was determined to make and keep this as something that was safe, fun, but also professional. Once I was able to get what seemed to be a good core group of about 10 guys, I started looking for girls again. Mainly using Craigslist. The first time I had a girl who was super interested, she wanted to do something the next day. Which was extremely difficult to try and plan. It ended up not working out and she got pissed and I never heard from her again.
For several months, there were a lot of "almost" shoots. I would have the girl there ready to go and only 1-2 guys would show up. Or I would have all the guys there and the girls would flake. This happened maybe 10-12 times. I eventually found a girl who was very laid back and just wanted to try it. She was ok with whatever amount of guys showed up. The first time we scheduled something for her, one of the guys offered to do it at his apartment. I got everything set up and she drove across town and met me in the parking lot there. However, the guy ended up coming out and saying we couldn't use his place after all. Again, feeling defeated, we canceled the shoot. But this girl was very understanding and willing to try again. The next time, I decided to get a hotel room to make sure we wouldn't have any issues there. We set it all up and everything finally came together (no pun intended). That was our very first shoot. It wasn't that great. But it was my dream come true. My very first time doing a bukkake. Her name was Lauren (in case you're wondering which one of the shoots this was). I was so nervous. But after it was all over and I got home, I was on cloud 9. I couldn't believe I had finally done it! Yes, it was not that great compared to something like COHF. But I was over the top excited.
I knew I wanted to keep going. I knew I eventually wanted to make a site and do these bukkake shoots every few weeks. After we did that first shoot and I posted pics and video from it on our Twitter and Fetlife account, there seemed to be this sudden "ok, these guys are for real" type of response. I started getting a ton of guys wanting in. And I started getting more girls interested. I also continued getting responses from my ad on Craigslist. Which was very difficult to filter out all of the fakes and flakes. I would spend several hours talking with one girl through texts and get super excited about having her do a shoot just to have her end up ghosting me or flaking. A few weeks later, I would get a message from a girl named Rachel. She mentioned having done work in LA for some other companies. I was definitely excited about doing a shoot with her so we set it up. At the same time, I had another girl who seemed pretty solid. Her name was Elaine. I decided to have her come to Rachel's shoot and be a fluffer.
Between Rachel and Elaine, we did a few shoots over the next couple of months. This was towards the end of 2015. Again, all of them being not that great when it comes to production. But I continued posting pics and previews to get more excitement going.
(Side note...both Rachel and Elaine would end up never shooting with us again. Rachel ghosted me and Elaine went full on crazy nuts on me.)
By February of 2016, we had done a small handful of shoots but didn't have a website yet or anything like that. Everything I was posting was mostly on Fetlife. And it was blowing up. I received a message on Fetlife from someone I was a huge fan of. Harper Cox messaged me and said she loved my work and that she really wanted to come do a shoot with us. I was blown away. I couldn't believe it!! We spent the next few weeks planning out her shoot. She said she wanted it to be really big. As big and with as many guys as I could possibly get. At the same time, I recently had met the owner of a new adult theater in town called Bliss. He told me he would love to host our shoots there. I thought it would be a great opportunity to do this shoot with Harper. I had several conversations with Harper and you guys wouldn't believe how much of a filthy slut she was. I couldn't believe this was really happening. I posted everywhere about this shoot (foolishly). The guy at Bliss put flyers up in the place as well. We weren't very wise about how we were doing things.
The day came for the shoot and I went to pick up Harper from her hotel. At this point, I still couldn't believe this was happening. When I saw her walk out of the hotel and towards my car, my heart was beating so fast. This was really going to happen! We got to the theater and got things ready. There ended up being 35 guys (and even some wives and girlfriends) that showed up. But in the middle of what would have been one of the best shoots we would ever do, the cops showed up. They shut everything down and took Harper and myself downtown for statements. To this day, I have no idea what happened and why they showed up. They let us go and nothing ever came of it. It was the most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me. Harper was mortified and I never heard from her again after that day.
When that all happened, I decided to call it quits. I felt like I was lucky nothing worse happened and I didn't want to chance it again. However, I kept posting on Fetlife and kept ads going on Craigslist. I got the idea of maybe continuing doing some very small shoots with just 1-2 guys. We did a couple of those over the next few months. Then I was contacted by a guy who said he was a modeling agent and had a girl who really wanted to do a gangbang/bukkake shoot. I was hesitant at first and then he sent me some pics and videos of her. After I picked my jaw up off the floor, I decided to jump back in. Our first shoot back after a long break was with the incredible, infamous, Karmen. And that was really the start of what would become a long run of great shoots over the next 4 years.
I could go into great detail about each and every shoot, but I would be typing for hours and it would end up being a full-on novel.
The one thing that always remained the same was the difficulty in finding dependable guys, local and fun girls who didn't flake, and a good place to host the shoots. All while still trying to keep from any of my family or friends finding out. Keep in mind, I also was working full-time.
After a couple years, Craigslist shut down the area where we could post ads for this stuff. That was a huge bummer. Most of the girls from the first 2 years of shoots were from Craigslist. But by that point, I was getting messages and emails from girls all over almost every day. We even did a lot of shoots that were completely private and none of you will ever see because they were just regular girls wanting to keep things from being posted. Ordinary moms who just wanted to experience a bukkake. Incredibly hot model-looking girls who had jobs that made so they did not ever want anything shared or posted. You wouldn't believe the amount of good Christian church moms who just wanted to be fucked silly by 20+ guys (actually, some of those are published!). Even had a knockout insanely hot, cute girl who emailed me 2 days after she turned 18, still in high school and we ended up doing a private shoot. This whole experience has made me view the normal female very differently. The stories I could tell!!
Then, 2020 and COVID happened. In early 2020, I had the most amazing run we would have ever had scheduled out for the next 4 months. There were over 10 shoots scheduled with some of the most amazing girls ever. We even had a shoot scheduled with twins!! But COVID caused us to have to cancel everything on the horizon. It was during that time that I started thinking about how it was getting to be too much. Too difficult to keep going on my own. I wanted to explore the possibility of handing the reins over to someone who could do it full-time, take what I started and turn it into something even better. So I decided to reach out to one of my guys in the group and go through the process of having him take over. At the same time, I looked into selling the company. Again, to someone who would have the means to make it something much bigger and better. The problem was that "bigger and better" in my mind meant something different than it did to the company who ended up buying me out. In July of 2020, I sold TexasBukkake and someone else took over the future shoots. Since then, I have been completely out of the process and have not done any shoots of any kind. I have maintained this account on here. But that's it. Every other type of account, whether on Twitter, Fetlife, or whatever else, is now run by the new company.
There have been so many times in the last year that I have so badly wanted to do just one more shoot. I often think about starting something up again under a different name. And who knows, maybe I will someday. But if it doesn't, I know this whole thing was the absolute experience of a lifetime. I wanted to make something great for like-minded bukkake fans. I always strived to make something as good as COHF. But I don't know that it was ever quite to that level.
I hope you all found this at least a little interesting. I know I've always found it fascinating when finding out backstories with things like COHF. I'm happy to answer questions for you guys!
Thanks for taking the time to read!!
Scott (yes, I'm the guy with the tiny penis)
