I did this for the first time yesterday. I consider myself straight - happily married - and the thought of gay sex is a total turn-off (for me - no offence intended). But I've long had a fantasy of receiving a faceful, and also really wanted to know what it would be like to feel a swollen cock in my mouth.

So, I finally got up the courage to go to a local gay sauna. Was really worried it would be threatening and/or sleazy, but it looked recently done up to a standard akin to one of the big German FKKs in NRW. Was on three levels, so I headed to the top to where there were six cabins with limited lighting (signposted as the 'suckatorium' which made me laugh inside). Went inside one, and had to wait for about 10 minutes to hear the door of the cabin next door shut and eventually a cock poke through the gloryhole. Took me about 30 seconds to pluck up the courage to get down on my knees, but did it eventually and there I was sucking a real life cock.

My technique was probably awful, although maybe one of the benefits of being a guy is that you know what works and what doesn't in terms of having your cock sucked, so hopefully I was applying some experience. Anyway, this went on got about five minutes before he withdrew without cumming.

After a bit of a rest I went back into the cabin and soon enough another cock came through (there were three holes in each cabin). This guy only stayed for a couple of minutes and I was beginning to really doubt myself. But then another cock came through another hole, and it was the biggest yet. Well this guy let me chew on him for 10-15 minutes, and I really got to work on my technique - spitting, gagging and slurping. And in the end, I was able to wank him off all over my face.

Was it worth it? Absolutely yes. I have no desire (I think) to give blowjobs to a partner, it is the anonymity that I need as I am totally focused on the cock and the end result. And having waited for a couple of minutes for the guy to leave, I was able to part-fulfil another fantasy and perform a walk of shame (which no-one saw thank god) to the toilet with my face dripping with cum. Looking at myself creamed in my mirror made it worthwhile.

So there you go. I think I'll do it again, the environment was right for me and allows me to keep it secret. I would definitely recommend to all the guys here who have expressed a wish to try out cock sucking to give this type of thing a go.

BigStu

P.S. This may sound like a bullshit story, as I am one of these lurkers that so (rightly) infuriate people. But believe me it is true, and this post is in the spirit of me trying to be braver and post more, which I would encourage everyone to do.