I had to tell someone because I cant tell anyone in real life without looking like a creep. I got into giving girls facials when I was younger. It wasnt until my mid 20s I hooked up with my first black girl. She let me give her a facial. We made art together. My ropes of white cum contrasting with her dark skin. It was like a Picasso painting. A switch went of in my head that day. I only want to paint black faces. I started exclusively going after black women. Switched to primarily watching ebony porn. A lot of my friends and family have noticed my dating preference changed. I literally cant ever explain why. I had to tell someone, finally. Great to get that off my chest finally. I just wanted to tell someone