no offense, i'm just curious- do you consider yourself straight, or bi, or gay?

because i enjoy masturbation, i enjoy seeing my own cock, sometimes i even enjoy seeing it up close or being able to suck my own cock a little... but i have no desire to cum on my own mouth or face. for me, it's about the feeling of release but also watching it spurt outward and land randomly on a smiling, willing female face, something a self-facial would never duplicate for me. and also- as soon as i cum, the 'party is over' so to speak. any erotic thoughts clear my mind and cleaning myself up is not something i'd enjoy.

so i find your methods interesting, and i just want to know how it came about for you...