This is a little covered in my Intro thread but...
I think what got me interested in sperm is more relevant to what got me interested in facials. So have a little story:
The first time I ever saw cum or lets say an ejaculation completely built my feelings towards the act. I remembering peering at a pixelated webcam, watching something grabbing tightly onto this huge unnatural looking body part, pulling it up and down at such speed it was blurring on the screen. Then the question “are you watching?” I was. My eyes were fixated to the screen, staring at what was happening. The noises of the new messages, demanding my attention, suddenly knocked me out of my trance. I managed a simple “yep” with my fingers trembling slightly as I kept staring.
There it was, a life changing moment, watching a mysterious white liquid erupt out of this body part and splatter all over his stomach. I spent what felt like an hour staring at this liquid beginning to pool into little puddles and then it getting cleaned up by a tissue. Looking back I wouldn’t say I even had a sexual reaction to it. My body and mind reacted but with an intense desire and need to find out more about what I had seen.
I still have a fascination or obsession with sperm and ejaculation. It is like a treasure that there was never a key to. I can’t hate it, in whatever form I discover it. I have the sexual understanding towards it now and fully know what it is, but I can’t help but see it as a toy, something to play with and enjoy. To run my finger through a warm pool of cum gives me the same sensations and thrill as playing in a sandpit would. It is something I can only love.
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