She hates the cum all over her. But she knows that the cum is what it's all about.
Was this always going to be her fate? Could she have escaped it? What would it be like not to have men's things pushing into her mouth all day? Not to be constantly sprayed with that disgusting stuff? Not to have to endure the shame of them taking pictures of her like that?
She doesn't know. But how she wishes she could escape this life.