Hey folks, just wanted to introduce myself.*My name is Jake, I'm 30 years old, and*from Chicago.*I used to visit the forum rather frequently but took a year or two break, and have now returned to continue exploring my facial festish.* Sadly, my previous user name is lost to time (along with the old yahoo address I had associated with it--one that I only used for my "adult" online activities), so here I am starting anew.

Here's my big reveal: I've never given a facial.* It's one of my biggest, unresolved sexual fantasies, and it seems like a simple enough one to pull off, but it's just never happened too me.* I guess I'm too nice a guy just to pull out and do it without permission, and none of the women I dated ever game me permission.And now, I'm married.* My wife has zero interest in letting me cum on her face--she finds it degrading and a huge turn-off, and I have to respect what her feelings on the matter are, no matter how disappointing.* It's weird, because she's otherwise pretty open sexually, and even gave me the go-ahead to pursue this and another, unrelated fantasy outside of our marriage (as long as I "keep it SAFE, andkeep it a secret"), but I haven't taken her up on that, and probably won't.**I guess I just don't see how I could find someone for that specific purpose directly, and to get there in a round about way seems like it would involve a fair amount of "dating" that, as a married man, would just make me feel shady.

So, anyway, I guess I'm wondering if I'm the only guy here that's in this (very frustrating)*boat?* Am I the only facial virgin lurking on these boards, appreciating other people's exploration and sharing (and thank you all, I really do appreciate it), with the knowledge that it's never going to actually happen for me?