As you said, it's sad I'm so far away from you. But if I'm honest, If we ever meet, maybe I'll dissapoint you, because my sexual performance is average: I don't have a lot of experience even though I'm thirtysomething. So, I'm as full of desires as lacking in experiences. I'm not an ugly man, and I think I'm polite, funny and an OK guy in general. But my shyness is really a problem: I get really tense and "mute" in social meetings, so I'm the opposite to a seductive person. I really need a good slutty girl(s) capable of awakening me!
You're right: when a woman gives a blowjob, she's the boss! We men can only see and feel (and dirty talk, which is real fun!). I loved when my ex "tortured" me keeping on sucking or licking when I asked her to stop. She looked at me as a bad girl, saying me with her eyes that she wasn't go to obbey anything I could ask her. But I think that in certain practices maybe there's a higher dose of "male" control: while facefucking a lady, it's the man who controls the spedd, deep and almost everything (but maybe I'm wrong, because that's another thing I speak from hearsay, because I've never done it)
"it is mind numbing, out of control nastiness"... Wow... I want that!
"Quid pro quo, Clarice"I had a short relationship with a girl who tried so hard to satisfy me that the situation got really oppressive: she never let me know what did she liked, and I don't think she was really submissive, she only wanted to keep me satisfied but she didn't allow me to be reciprocal with her. After that episode, I want women who aren't afraid to ask me what the want and, at the same time, are positive to add "innovations" in our games. Both things are possible, as you say.
Wow... your member are really creative, and they know how to keep you busy I also found the opera one specially arousing. I've always had the fantasy of fucking a lady during a gala dinner. She wearing a nice dress, me in a suit, and both discretly leaving the ball and having a quickie in one of the empty rooms of the mansion. I cum over her belly, chest or butt, and she doesn't clean, but put the dress on. The rest of the night, I'll be dancing with her, knowing that she is still wearing my sperm...